Chord I Don't Feel Alive by Chelsea Cutler

Capo: 1st fret Verse 1 E B/D# C#m Skin and bones, stomach aches A Lucid dreams, hold my breath when I'm wide awake E B/D# C#m Connecticut, dissociate A Maybe I should buy a house in a town upstate Pre-Chorus F#m B E B/D# C#m B A If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of Chorus 1 E B/D# C#m I'm getting undressed for my lover A And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do E B/D# C#m I'm reading books and drinking coffee A Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom E B/D# The water goes downhill, and still C#m A I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly E B/D# C#m And I don't feel alive A No, I don't feel alive Verse 2 E B/D# C#m Telehealth, TV episodes A Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow E B/D# C#m Validatе, what I know A What I believe in and еverywhere I wanna go Pre-Chorus F#m B E B/D# C#m B A If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of Chorus 2 E B/D# C#m I’m paying three different psychologists A Trying to remember who I told what story to E B/D# C#m I’m writing feelings in a journal A Cuz' that’s what people who have their shit together seem to do E B/D# The water goes downhill, and still C#m A I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly E B/D# C#m And I don't feel alive A No, I don't feel alive Post-Chorus E B/D# C#m A I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my E B/D# C#m A I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs Chorus 3 E B/D# C#m I’m learning how to set my boundaries A How to have compassion for myself and for my mind E B/D# C#m I’m turning off my fucking cell phone A And trying to have honest conversations in real life E B/D# The water goes downhill, and still C#m A I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly E B/D# C#m And I don't feel alive A No, I don't feel alive Post Chorus E B/D# C#m A I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my E B/D# C#m A I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my E B/D# C#m A I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my E B/D# C#m A I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs